blue beck!

I've had a rough couple of days work wise-
on Friday I started a really straight forward, simple toile with the intention of completing it, the pattern and several finished garments by now.
However, the toile went very wrong, and I'm still working on it now!
It's set me back a little and making me really doubt my skills and wonder if I should be doing a collection at all.
I did wonder about recruiting an expert machinist for the next couple of months to be at my beck and call and save me, but

1-I don't know who to ask,

2- I can't afford to pay and

3 I'm very stubborn and want to be on hand to point out any errors!

Basically, I'm going to muddle on and hopefully will be able to make something presentable eventually!
If I carry on like I am now, I might be dehidrated soon from all the blarting!
anyway-
I'll stop moaning now and get on with it!
thanks